Loss and Gain

Giving up control can be hard. For the last year I have been in charge of my own schedule. Now I have a new job. I have had to give up control of my schedule.

This is hard.

There was a certain freedom in unemployment. I could set my own schedule and I could work on the projects I wanted to work on.

The money will be nice. It will help fund the dreams I have been dreaming for the last year. But I find myself mourning the loss of freedom.